Posted by: glitterseason | July 14, 2009

things are bad

since I wrote that post last night, things went crazy at my house. Spent last night in a&e after my housemate tried to kill herself.

I am not coping. I cut. I poured hot water over my hand. I cried. I….need to go silent.



  1. This is really the act of depression. Nothing much to say here just stay cool and never loose your calm.

  2. Hey.
    Sorry to hear this shit is going on right now.
    It’s hard to see a light at the end of this neverending tunnel i know.

    But be strong, life isn’t over yet.

    There’s a hole in your life that hasn’t been filled, and as cliche as it sounds this is God.

    Please check out the following..

    I’m a christian, God restores me and he can do the same for you. He has the power to do anything, absolutely anything.. and all you need to do is ask. I don’t want this to seem like i am forcing religion down your throat but it’s about time somebody told you.

    You don’t have to do this, you don’t have to suffer at the hands of the devil. There is salvation in Christ, he can save you and only him 🙂

    Much Love x

  3. You may not be checking in at your site any more as this is an old post but I found it tonight and I cried. I am 53 years old. I started pulling at age 11 or so after a series of unfortunate events occurred in my home. I have not pulled seriously in about 10 years and I still have some hair left. Yes it is thin but I am happy. I wish it had not taken so long. I tried the meds and the therapies. I think I finally stopped when I gave myself permission to just be me. A little messed up but a good person with a good heart, who isn’t perfect but keeps going. Just allow yourself to “be”.

  4. After looking at all the hair ı just pulled out of my head!! ı decided to google this problem out and I was shocked to find you- you say you have been doing this for 8 years, well I am almost 50!! and I have been doing this for over 30 years!! ı want to cry now!! I can’t believe how weak I am! I made sure to tell my kids to shout at me when they see me do this. I havent asked for professional help, I think that would be stupid I am going to wear a scarf from now on especially when I am trying to concentrate on my paper work as that is the worst time. You know I look at the floor and then try to stick all that hair back!!

  5. if any of you come back to my blog…thank you so much. I have only just read them and it is soooo touching. THANK YOU!

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