Posted by: glitterseason | September 9, 2007

what happened?

What happened the world I once owned? The world uncontrolled…but somehow brought control??

 I am mourning the loss of it. I want to move on but part of me is hanging on.

 I was looking at the scars on my arms and thinking about going back to that world, of being messed up and cutting. It’s a safe known world for me. Being so called ‘normal’ or ‘recovered’ is alien and it scares me.

 I am struggling here, against myself. I need the self injury again. I can’t seem to find a way out…



  1. I know exactly how you feel. I haven’t cut in 3 weeks and am longing to cut again.

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