Posted by: glitterseason | August 30, 2007

employment!

I am now working, it is true that occupation does help with my hair pulling. I seem to be barely doing it during the day, only when I am relaxing. So it is quite good really, although I still haven’t managed a day without hair pulling.

I have lots of things to look forward to in the next couple of weeks, so working is much more manageable. I am sleeping a lot to make sure I can get through the day. Although I am annoying myself at the moment because I am barely eating anything. I mean I am eating but just less then I should be. I don’t know why I can’t control my behaviour. Even though a lot of my actions are done to control my life, the reality is that that I am limiting myself and keeping myself from happiness. I just enjoy being small and tiny so much. I don’t want to be heavier then 8 stone 2 lbs. I am aware that I am teetering on the edge of being underweight.

 Argh! I am so fed up of being my own worst enemy!!!!!!!

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