argh. I am pulling so so so much recently. My hair is really thin and I am wearing lots of clip in hair extensions to cover up. I just cant stop. I am so stressed at the moment, as have taken on a new high up job…

I keep wondering what the hell I am doing…would quite like to crawl into a hole and disappear.

I just cant stand all this pulling, starving and just general fakeness.

I kissed a beautiful girl on saturday…followed  by a beautiful girl who used to be a boy…I am not really sure what I am doing anymore. I just throw myself at people. Those two girls are beautiful but I dont really like them in a sexual way.

Why do I do this to myself?